I have had a new distraction come into my life this week, and it is watching sailing videos on YouTube. To give some context, I have only been sailing once, and that was when I was a child. I have come to accept the fact that I am a fantasist; I often fantasise about living a life of leisure, no alarm, and no responsibility for anyone other than myself, and a life-long adventure.
This is why I have been living vicariously through people on YouTube who travel around the world doing whatever they feel like. The only barrier to entry for this fantastical life is money; either a means to make it whilst on your travels, or a sufficiently stocked investment portfolio that you can live of the dividends indefinitely. Usually, you reach both of the aforementioned states by the time you’re at retirement age; I am making a conscious effort to achieve both of these ASAP.
This month marks the one year anniversary since I started investing. I am well aware we are In one of the biggest bull markets in history, but this year, my portfolio returned me +15%. For those of you that don’t invest my money grew by 15%. By my calculations, based on the amount of money I have been investing, I can retire in 45 years! I was only putting in less than half than I could afford because I was scared. Since finding out how long it is going to take me to retire, I have redoubled my efforts. Anyway, that’s enough rambling for one week, if you want to understand my philosophy towards money, go here, here and here as gained all my knowledge from them, I also read this book.
I have spent a considerable amount of time this week trying to perfect a few graphs using a Python sub-package called matplotlib. It results in similar looking graphs to excel, but it is far more customisable and therefore, far more inconvenient. However, I have resolved to learn how to program, so I shall persevere no matter how perverse. After many lines of code, I achieved what I could have done in Excel in under twenty clicks. However, once the code is there, each following graph only takes seconds to produce, so at some point in the future, there will be a crossover point where this long-winded method of producing graphs will come good: I hope.
As my one-year report is due soon, I have been running around trying to organise equipment I need to collect data, so that I can have a horrible time right before the deadline writing about all of the data I have collected. In between me running around like a headless chicken, I have been writing my report and watching sailing videos.
Because of this looming deadline, I have dropped a lot of my hobbies, so that I can stress about my report for more hours per day. I find it hard to think and do anything else when I have deadlines, which is part of why I want to live a fantastical life of leisure. Why won’t people just let me do what I want and pay me unconditionally is that too much to ask?
I am very much looking forward to getting this report behind me and going back to being content with life; I expect you will see my mood towards my PhD decline at a fast rate for at least the next six weeks. Then it will bounce back up to baseline after that, and hold steady for a few years, then a significant period of depression when I have to hand in the final piece of work.